Stark white and padded are the walls of my cell
Reflection reminder the time that I fell
And scraped my knees bloody, crisp metal smell
curling and curdling while burning in hell.
Ive punched a one way ticket, resort for the wicked
mail order future, done sealed and licked it
Crimson stained water pouring forth through the spigot
planted in the spine of my father, life kicked in
If the day could be mimiced, who knows what decision
would be made by a greater man, sans derision
could i film it, cut and edit out scenes
that paint the fallen in light hued with blues and greens
deserving of a biopic, thematicism myopic
execution robotic when you cant change the dream.
Never remember how i got to the place I reside
has the sweltering heat always been part of the ride?
Will I find the right bride? Relinquish my pride?
have the fractalized avenues been considered or tried?
The syringe plunges in and the body goes numb
questioned and prodded and poked by the thumbs
thet turn downward after Ive battled and lost
i cant help but smile; I welcome the frost.
I Am Sooooooooo Glad You Are Back
26 months poofs - kay. Back with an edge well honed with "...heat always been a part of the ride..." Glad you found your way home. Welcome home. It has been way to cool around here and we need some FIRE!~Stella~
My dear, beloved, beautiful
My dear, beloved, beautiful allets! I would never abandon you. But it was real jail, and it was terrible. Now I'm in a mental hospital. Shit got crazy with a murder charge. But I'm touched that you found the time and purpose to fret over my absence.