Tortured Soul
Needing nothing but peace
An escape from the demons in my head
A relief from unending grief
A relief from a life filled with dread
Wanting to just disappear and die
My tortured soul laid bare
Leaving no one to wonder why
No need to scream or cry
Finding the ending I saw for a while
No will left to fight
Choosing to go out in this style
No longer caring if it's wrong or right
Just another cautionary tale
A failure by any and all measure
Life's lessons not learned and a test I fail
Life was not something to treasure
Living by my own terms and rule
Dying under the same code
Death is the end and not so cruel
The devil paid back and no longer owed
I embrace hell and all it entails
Living it for the past year and more
Better than walking these lonely trails
Life is almost over just one last chore
Hoping to never come back
Never seeing a soul again
A life permanently off track
Dying without a friend
A Tribute
Rhymes are so dirge worthy - lyrical and songlike. This has a tone of futility. Such endings cause long periods of grief. -allets-