Written, rewritten, but never written down.
Phrasing honed to perfection, designed to impact.
It has many themes.
An accusation,
An apology
A confession,
A final farewell,
Or simply an explanation
An epilogue, designed to give some closure,
Alleviate some guilt,
Bring some small measure of comfort
To those I would leave.
Each time, the harsh light of day has erased the words
Written sometimes with gut-wrenching emotion,
Sometimes with terrifying detachment.
Each time, the idea has remained, if not the need for it.
There is a special place in the back of my mind
Where dwells a blank sheet of paper.
I have filled that paper so many times,
So many ways,
Used blood and tears for ink
And my heart as an envelope.
But I have never used it.
One constant exists.
Each time I write my letter,
One word remains.
I never sign my name,
Only "Goodbye."