Who do you think you are little girl?
you imagine yourself a healer
yet you don't truly believe in it ...
not enough to actually heal yourself
You give yourself little ailments
then you don't believe you can heal them
no... these ones are too strong
you might really need a doctor
but you're too arrogant
think yourself a healer ...
but again, you don't truly believe
so you don't heal ...
you just pretend your a healer
but you're nothing
you manifest the worst
as usual ...
because you don't believe in the good
you only believe in destruction
so how do you propose to heal little girl?
you know manifestation is real
you know it can be good or bad
if you put a label on it
and you choose bad
you choose destruction
when you could've just as easily
chosen love and creation
you know of these abilities
you know if you lay it out there ...
the design ...
with love and brilliance
and abundance and faith
it will come ...
exactly as you'd imagined ...
so why is it that you choose the opposite?
why do you choose destruction?
you think it is somehow safer?
that's it.... that's what you believe
if you destroy it before it starts
you'll never miss it when it's taken away
right?
isn't that what it's all about?
abandonment ...
please don't come too close...
I don't want to get hurt ...
incapable of healing ...
If you get hurt
you'll be damaged for eternity
Is that not what you really believe, little girl?