I'm not a perfect lover, but I really try
Sometimes I'm ashamed of myself, but no one can judge
No one knows how I struggle with myself sometimes
The voices I hear make everything quiet
Wish there was a way of hearing my heart
I do what I can but we speak different languages
My emotions confuse me, they make someone I'm not
But the question is: who am I?
I can be the best and the worst person
Sometimes I'm a lover, sometimes I'm the devil
I lose control of myself and then I take it back
I feel drunk with just my mind
I question everyone and everything, especially myself
Who rules the world? I would say my brain
Movies are nothing compared to what I think
The images I see are clear and bright
The night feels like a dive into my memories and the future
I get lost inside myself
I feel my lips touching him and suddenly I forget my name
I'm a lover but I don't know what love is
Life only made me realize there are no answers for me
I guess I'll have to figure it out by myself
just be your self,love comes
just be your self,love comes natural
ron parrish