It's the first time I've had some good news,
Twice in one day too!
Then my entire world falls to the ground,
We all fall down.
I was motivated, excited & full of energy,
Now in tears, feeling bitter & angry.
I see a wasp looking for a new home for the Summer,
I see a neighbour, jogging to better himself,
So I know there's good out there.
I see children, with no cares in the world,
Just playing & having fun.
Why do I feel so empty,
When once, (not long ago),
I felt so full,
Like a playing child,
Refusing to grow up.