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1 (3/26/04)
paper sun sets beneath a fading orange backdrop
it crinkles into purple pigments
and casts the night with tiny eyes
glistening with diamond texture
far above our heads disguised
the astronomers still wondering
where their ashes lie
2 (3/22/04)
all my friends have become ghosts
they trace the skies for their lost hope
praying that they find the alibi to save them
wandering until redemption takes the claim
and breaks them
3 (3/01/04)
walking through clandestine loves
we stagger on the shards of conquest
broken by betrayed desire
and embodied by an angry heart
jealous with the lust for closure
that tears our lonely hearts apart
4 (2/18/04)
how long have i been half asleep
dancing to the same beat?
i must have gotten lazy
in this stupor long ago
heavy with the disenchantment
and i've stepped too far this time
right into the vulgar mirror
refelcting my choices declined
5 (2/20/04)
but i believe in chilvary
and she is my endeavor
my emancipation
from a slavery to intangible desire
i like her best when she's undressed
those clothes disguise her beauty
the make up only makes her ugly
clamoring contagiously to the wax technology
constantly coerced into control of principality
between her lips i taste the kiss
of truth that claims no other
the fashion of a summer's blush
invading my ambiguity
6 (3/26/04)
so tell me a new story
one i haven't heard before
discern me with your fiction
and disgust me with your truth
somehow i've been so mislead
that i cannot trust the proof
days unending with the torment
suffocating like a noose
so just put me back to bed my dear
until i find the next excuse
7 (3/12/04)
today is just a holiday
and i won't work for free
i'm riding this out till it ends
with my hands inside my pockets
searching for a dollar and a demographic
so just dress me up in dissonance
and design me like establishment
put me up to pull me out
cause this paper's made me cold and weary
I really like this poem, i do believe you
are a true good artest.