Before it even started...

Heartbreak....

It hurt so much until you can't breathe.

It hurt so much that your stomach is always filled,

filled with sadness, sorrowness and bitterness...

That's what i heard from the media, read from articles,

and mostly heard from people who had experinced it.

 

I always thought people are overdramatic,

super duper dramatic.

Is not that bad right? Stop exaggerating every little thing,

break up, cry and move on with your life sista!

Until......

I experienced it for the first time,

very very first time.

 

Today, is the day.

But i can't break up, i can't cry...

Because he is not even mine.

I've liked him, i help him in many way, he praised me, and i was happy.

He said i was smart, nice, cheerful and cute. Wish that he could have a girlfriend like me.

I thought we had a connection, we had the spark... but it seems that is just me and my imagination.

Everything ends before it even started.... he is now owned by my best friend.

My best friend......

Everything ends...before it even started.

 

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