Fallen Father

My head pounds with guilt
How I don't want to talk to him
These feelings are built
On stress and new found sins
The perfect man I used to see
Is now gone away
Just a memory

I thought he'd never let me down
He was my biggest hero
But now I can't help but drown
In disappointment and sorrow
I thought I could rely on him
The one person I could trust
Until I found put the truth
Of lies filled with lust

I feel so betrayed by so many people
That were important in my life
When I put my faith in their words
It comes back to stab me with a knife

I feel so paranoid.
I feel so afraid.
Is there anybody else?
Anyone who is real?
I feel so paranoid.
I feel so afraid.
Is there anybody out there?
Who knows how I feel?..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is about my dad. I don't really like the title, but I couldn't think of a better one.

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