Another stupid day
For another stupid year
Lonely again
Times so depressing
Thoughts come to mind
Are the blades sharp enough?
Will the rope hold me?
Where are my pills?
Hilltops all around
Couples in deep embrace
Sipping champagne
The warmth of the rise
Don't fool yourself
There is no one for you
Wish I could just sleep through
Only to hear them gloat
Find anyone and surround yourself
Shake off the cold
Don't look for feelings
Just enjoy the company
Spontaneous excursions
Dull the pain
Drink away my sorrow
Laugh like no tomorrow
Cry and hold another
Tears shed for my true love
Her name echoes from my slumber
Night air pierced by my dreams
One day's recklessness
Filled by another of emptiness
The good is gone
The loneliness returns
Another year survived
Stupid traditions passed by
Longing pains subside
Days without meaning fill my life