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Am Chinese/Australian And Was Born In Lush Marin
Grew Up Feeling Rich, The Third Of Four Children
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Felt Like The Black Sheep And Was Difficult At Best
My Childhood Was Scarred, Falling From The Nest
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Was Bounced From School to School To Be Kept In Line
My Parents Were Divorced, We Pretended All Was Fine
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Rebelled, Fought, Struggled And Even Ran Away
No One Could Understand Me Or Listened To What I’d Say
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Graduated, Tried College, Still Desperate To Fit In
Partied Hard, Did Drugs, Any Type Of Sin
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Grew Up, Was Married Young And Figured All Was Well
Witnessed Birth, Fell Out Of Love And Got A Taste Of Hell
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Bounced Back, Found My Inner Self, A Reason For Another Breath
Reckless Abandon, Poor Judgment, A Hand Gave Way To Death
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Wept, Yelled And Searched Again Deep Into My Soul
Moved Away, Pulled Away, A Shut In Like A Mole
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Woke One Day Feeling Stronger With a Purpose To Go On
Well Adjusted, More Relaxed, Not Feeling Like A Pawn
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Wonder Now With All My Years If My Past Was Just A Mold
New Beginnings, New Relations, What Will My Future Hold