Dreamer

I wish I could know the things that go through your head a night.
Am I in your dreams
or am I out of mind and out of sight?
I'd do anything for you.

This I swear is true.
If your mind doesn't open to me though,
what can I really do?
I fucked up.
Is it worth it?

to throw away another few decades of happiness?
Also the actions you're subconciously doing.
The bickering, the battling and the brooding.

I feel that your actions are misplaced.

Your mind is clouded and you're thinking with haste.

I was bad.

Now, look at you.
Not a single care given you're even
throwing up bottles like whoopty-fuckin-do!
After all of this you're just packing up and be leaving?

let's face that I'm not the only one who's been deceiving.
Don't try to lie.
I see straight through your eyes.
I know there's been a time or five with a guy on the side.
I don't ask for much.
Really just one thing,
"Look at your hand

 and look at the ring."
I broke a bond.

You went and severed the tie.

Making the only difference between you and I,
That I was actually willing to try.
I'm not the worst you've had.
I know this for fact.
So why am I the one getting the brunt of your wrath?
Lets be calm.

Civil, level headed.

Please, look at me.
Are you really done?
Or will you look at your friends for answers
only to see objection  and then you'll run.
Now see I know if they read this
They couldn't deny.
I'm only trying to be just an honest guy.
I hope one day you see what you're leaving.
Just remember when the next guy fucks up
I won't be the one greiving.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Criticism is welcomed.

Revised 5/12/13

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readmy5tuff's picture

this is really good i like it

this is really good i like it a lot and can relate. good write, and maybe they should read it

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Thanks it always helps to

Thanks it always helps to know I've connected with someone else, and trust me they will definitely see it aha.