i wish youd come and see me,
i miss u so damn much
its hard for me to be here, My skin longs for your touch
i hate it when my eyes make the rain pour down my face. cause i cant make it stop, all that I can do is HALT, & fucking wait...and wait....
for my heart to start beating and my breathing again to resume
this griefs breaking me into pieces like a fuckin Spring Monsoon
and i cant stop wishing to once hear your voice again call my name, up here listening to the wind, yeah most likely going insane....
im completly devastated that we didnt get to make amends....
and KNOW why you had asked for MY forgivness
beause u knew that your life was coming to an END...
I never wanted to hurt you, never wanted you to go.
should have of not just let you know,
how much i wanted you, but need you also....
i promise I wont cry or scream if and when when you choose to do,
ill be on my best behavior, I swear that this is true
i miss you... im utterly lost without you.
please , please , please...
i wish youd just come and see me.