My Reality

It's my weakness,
my greatest plight-
this evil addiction
I try to fight.

It's my protection,
my paranoid lies-
the devil himself
in crystal disguise.

It's my oblivion,
my heartbreaking pain-
a toxic cloud
killing my brain.

It's my fulfillment,
my bottomless sorrow-
bringing dark thoughts
of no tomorrow.

It's my sanity,
my endless strife-
this methamphetamine
I once called life.

It's my reality,
my pretend bliss-
tho' I never imagined
it'd be quite like this....

By,
A.M.R.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Tried to do some soul searching, but found this instead.....

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