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on a totaly related note
i hate being myself sometimes.
i hate saying things that mean too much to me.
i hate how honest i can be.
its like, no matter how hard i try, and/ or do not try, nothing works out in my favor.
this isn't necessarily about her
but i want love again.
i want it bad.
i long for the unconditional love of another human being.
i long for the acceptance,
of even a girl who doesnt even know me 100 percent,
but is willing to stick around and find out.
fuck i want love.
It felt amazing.
having her warmth
feeling her weight on my body.
i havent felt that great in years.
i feel like the older im getting, the more pathetic, the more desperate for attention i become.
but look at me now
careing way too much.
she's right.
