I get it,
I'm lonely.
I miss you when I'm alone
I miss you when I'm not home.
I miss you when I think about how time has flown.
353 days later-
Oh how I've grown.
But not sharing any of these experiences with you
makes me want to cry
from deep within
my bones.
I miss you when that song comes on
I miss you when I see what used to make you
smile.
That used to be me,
in return,
you shared those smiles with me
as you'd laugh and say DEE!
Another 12 days and the greatest change
at this point of my life
marks a year... without you near.
You're not alone,
I know youve grown.
I know you've been strong- because that's what happens
when someone leaves you
in the cold.
Maybe I'll accept what I did
Maybe you'll never know.
I write these letters to you because
I have had a hard time
trying to let go.
"Dee I'm here where are you?"
those words haunted me.
But Dee, he wasn't good for me... I had to go.
I Have To Let Go.
well it`s damn if you do,and
well it`s damn if you do,and it`s damn if you don`t
ron parrish