I lost myself

I lost myself

Spinning in kaleidoscope eyes

Caught with your smile

Pulling me in





I lost something that day

I think it was my cynicism

I offer myself to your will

Not knowing if you see me at all



My insides ache and my heart shakes

I deliberate, my mind is messy you confront my beliefs

I imagine we are free falling

Naked and clothes torn

We are as nature made us

Vulnerable yet strong



I guard my emotions like I’m a prisoner

I am locked in restraints

Love cast me out

And demanded I surrender to loves dictates



So I wear my smile as armour

My curves as a shield

My sexuality protects me and yet punishes me still

I need to touch and taste and tease

And yet beneath my demeanour

Lays a heart intrigued.

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