Relapsed, broken, twisted, watching the damn door everytime it swings open
anticipating your entrance, gregarious everyone will stare
your warmth radiates the room but none comes my way
My breath fails and a sigh escapes my overt lips
I drop my eyes to my pounding chest, I can not see you, see me looking,as hungry as I do voraciously wanting to consume and be consumed by you
I hear my heart beating fast faster each beat sounding out your name
I close my eyes lashes frame my face, they hide the turmoil I am sinking in
Then I open my eyes I am back in the room
I see the downturned faces looking at their desks and work stations
I see their frowns, their brows furrowed in concentration
but you never walked into that room it was wishful thinking
plain and simple
and you never will
that ship sailed a long time ago
you are just the misty rembrants
of a missed opportunity
I wished I'd known you.
And I always will
And I still do