Sometimes I say things I regret
My mouth works faster and more furiously than an express train
I devoted myself to loving you
but with words I cut you into pieces
I am always hurting myself
love is like a double edgded sword.
but each cut is a delicious meal
I salivate over your pain
and in turn you feast on my pain
I want to make you feel safe
annoint your pain with my kisses
hold your heart in my hand
deliver myself to your wishes
I'm bad, mad but inside this obscure heart
lies love , beating for you, and I know i hurt with honesty
but know i'm not strong, i want to belong
to you, in every way, i give myself to you
so if you want me to fade, evaporate I will
and leave you in your life
to enjoy what you think is right
but you need to know
real love is not a halo
it doesn't always shine
sometimes its worn and thin
but its beautiful with in
and to hold your hand feels me with complete love
I adore your voice and your laugh
I love without regret
although it hurts me
I paint words with feelings
I love without prejudice, and hate the same way
my emotions are raw
I am lost in my sea of emptiness
waiting for you to embrace me and make me whole !!!