I haven’t faced any more
heartbreak than the next person,
but sometimes the loneliness is so crippling.
I want to believe there is a reason for pain,
that sorrow has a purpose
besides a conduit for tears.
There’s more to life than I’ve known;
it can’t just be a leap of faith
from one breath to the next.
I never wanted to get stuck here,
but I’ve been down this road before,
and its misery is comforting.
I try to hear your voice
but the surrounding noise is stifling,
drowning out truth with paranoia.
I need you to tell me I’ll get through this.
I need your strength to continue on
because I don’t have it in me.
I need you to get me out of here
and erase the past that threatens
to paralyze me from progress.