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Bittersweet Goodbye
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Personal (Hope) Goodbyes are never easy. But this one has proven to be very painful. Not because I don’t want it to end, but because I can’t take this hell anymore. I don’t know if the next chapter will be better, yet I’m hopeful.
I hate myself for the way I’ve been all these years. I hate how much fear has taken over me. I cannot blame anyone else for the pain. While some have contributed to it intentionally, they didn’t mean for me to end up like this.
I don’t feel alive anymore. It feels like I am dragging myself through every day and most days end in tears of loneliness and self-loathing. I hate it. I’m at the end of my rope. I don’t know what else to do but to start all over again and hope that I can change.
It's a new year.
A new month. Every day you can strive to make your life better.
But it takes you to do it.
Yes people can be infulential in your life,
but in the end, its still your life.
You have to live it, noone else.
Start this year fresh, with goals in mind
In the end, you will enjoy the time.