Too often I focus on
what I don’t have
and forget all that I do.
I want so desperately to fall in love.
For real.
But even if I did experience that,
it would not fill
the void in my heart.
I know that I have no other half
and that only I can complete myself.
But sometimes it would just be nice
to have a hand to hold,
a shoulder to lay on.
Not even a head-over-heels romance.
Just a warm body.
But I know that I can’t handle casual relationships,
and neither should I subject myself to them.
So I have to settle for being alone.
But I know one day,
that all the lonely nights
would not have been in vain.
One day I will meet him,
not the one that will change my life,
but the one who will restore my hope in love.