Why do we let how others see us
define us?
I did that once.
But that man died long ago
when he left me for her.
How he changed so much
that I couldn’t see myself
like he used to reflect me.
And now I realize that
I don’t know who I am anymore.
I’m looking for someone else
to fill the space he left,
this hole in my heart.
I’m searching for a definition,
the meaning for my life
apart from loneliness.