I only hear what I want to.
I wasn’t listening
when you said goodbye;
I was busy saying “Don’t go.
I need you here.”
So selfish of me
trying to make you do
what you didn’t want to.
You said you really cared
and that’s why you’re letting go
because it’s best for us both.
But all I heard was that
I wasn’t worth it,
that I wasn’t good enough
to love.
But you never said that;
you only said,
“Not now.
My focus must be
elsewhere.”
So stubborn of me
to believe you would
change your life for me.
And while I was waiting,
you were distancing yourself
and I didn’t even know...
until you screamed it
from a mile away
and told me to
just let you go.
So I did.
I heard you that time.
like the poem..i could feel the pain coming from this..intense poem.....i know how u feel..i'm going through it now..i haft to let the guy i love go to and it's not working out for me either....bad thing he's one of my friends and it makes it harder for me...but i dn't want him outta my life.