I cling to the rope
that’s strangling me,
my feet dangling
from the rafters.
Oh feet,
why did you
lead me here,
bring me to the
edge of my fears?
My thoughts
are wrapped around
the notion
that I could break free
with a swift motion.
Why do I hold on
so tight to what
chokes me to death,
until my final breath?
Why can’t I let go
with abandon
and let You save me,
leave the knot undone?
Release the noose
I’ve woven
and tightened
around my neck,
lighten the pressure.
I hung my head in shame,
took on all the blame
for this pursuit
of selfish gain
that almost left me slain.