Dear God,
why did you leave me like this?
I cannot hear your voice anymore,
and I fear the sounds in my head
were never you to begin with.
I am here all alone
with these negative thoughts.
I cannot take this rejection
and abandonment anymore.
But you walked away too.
means your father has left you behind..or he doesnt want to be there with you? poem is making me conscious and feel your pain..i know you are very sensitive one..must be hurt... God bless you dear j... pray for your happy life and all problem solved..hope you are ok... miss your words...