I wish I was a different person;
I wish my life didn't take
so many detours and U-turns.
My past is riddled with negativity,
my background filled with so much
loneliness and abandonment.
No wonder I latched onto people
that brought me some happiness,
however distorted and convoluted.
I had to find my joy where I could
and sometimes that meant getting myself
into desperate and reckless situations.
But I have learned my lessons;
I have turned away from paths
what would lead to my destruction.
tough one to read. going thru
tough one to read. going thru some abandonment issues myself at the moment. another good one. thanks for sharing