I pulled away from you so often.
I was missing that attraction
and feeling attractive.
Sure you would reach for me,
want to touch me,
but I needed more.
Your kisses were half-assed
and compliments non-existent.
So I learned to reject
your advances however few.
Then we became companions
and never lovers.
We settled into a routine
of not being intimate
and neither seeking it.
So I turned to another
and then another
until I felt beautiful again.
Until someone showed
that they desired me.
And I clung to it
for weeks on end
while I slept next to you.
But I knew this would never
draw me back to you.
It was only taking me
further and further away.
Honest
Brazenly honest. This hurts to read, which makes it well-written, but it still hurts. Great write.
Heartbreaking. I'm at a loss
Heartbreaking. I'm at a loss for words. Beautiful but tragic. Absolutely feel the sadness in this.