Here we are again,
face to face.
And just like the last time,
my emotions are a mess.
Before it was because
I thought I would
never find someone.
Now it's because
you are the reason I did.
If I didn't spiral,
my trajectory wouldn't have
moved towards my husband.
So for that I'm thankful,
but seeing you still hurts.
Reliving all the rejection
you instigated
breaks me to the core.
So when I look away, in tears,
understand that's the reason.
I have, for some time,
I have, for some time, believed that you are one of PostPoems' senior poets---senior not in number of years of membership (for what is a year but, simply, one planetary jaunt around the sun and back) but in the accomplishment of your Poetry. This poem certainly fits in with that opinion of your work. I believe you speak for many who are unable to speak for themselves; and you articulate emotional nuances---both good and bad, positive and negative---in ways that those for whom you speak can appropriate to explain to themselves their own emotional nuances, but in terms you provide for them. Your Poetry is literate; timely (always of the now); and utterly necessary in the way it expresses those emotions for others---and gives them the comfort and certainty of hearing their own feelings expressed so well. Some poets on this site write poems that belong in a museum; a few write poems that are so atrocious they deserve to be used to wrap fish or paper-train puppies; and a few Poets write the poems that nourish and sustain the soul . . . and you are in that particular group, as a nourisher and sustainer of souls for your readers. If I had a hat on, I would tip my hat to you, Metaphorist, because you are one of the great ones on PostPoems. But, in reality, I am just an old man half paralyzed in a lift chair while my body continues to sabatoge what is left of my life. Still, from my chair I can applaud you in these words of sincere appreciation for your work.
J-Called
Thank you so much! I
Thank you so much! I sincerely appreciate your kind words!!
You are welcome. It is
You are welcome. It is always a pleasure to acknowledge one of PostPoem's Finest, and the example you set.
J-Called