Face to Face

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Dedications

Here we are again,
face to face.


And just like the last time,
my emotions are a mess.


Before it was because
I thought I would
never find someone.


Now it's because
you are the reason I did.


If I didn't spiral,
my trajectory wouldn't have
moved towards my husband.


So for that I'm thankful,
but seeing you still hurts.


Reliving all the rejection
you instigated
breaks me to the core.


So when I look away, in tears,
understand that's the reason.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

JJ

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I have, for some time,

I have, for some time, believed that you are one of PostPoems' senior poets---senior not in number of years of membership (for what is a year but, simply, one planetary jaunt around the sun and back) but in the accomplishment of your Poetry.  This poem certainly fits in with that opinion of your work.  I believe you speak for many who are unable to speak for themselves; and you articulate emotional nuances---both good and bad, positive and negative---in ways that those for whom you speak can appropriate to explain to themselves their own emotional nuances, but in terms you provide for them.  Your Poetry is literatetimely (always of the now); and utterly necessary in the way it expresses those emotions for others---and gives them the comfort and certainty of hearing their own feelings expressed so well.  Some poets on this site write poems that belong in a museum; a few write poems that are so atrocious they deserve to be used to wrap fish or paper-train puppies; and a few Poets write the poems that nourish and sustain the soul . . . and you are in that particular group, as a nourisher and sustainer of souls for your readers.  If I had a hat on, I would tip my hat to you, Metaphorist, because you are one of the great ones on PostPoems.  But, in reality, I am just an old man half paralyzed in a lift chair while my body continues to sabatoge what is left of my life.  Still, from my chair I can applaud you in these words of sincere appreciation for your work.


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Thank you so much! I

Thank you so much! I sincerely appreciate your kind words!!

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You are welcome.  It is

You are welcome.  It is always a pleasure to acknowledge one of PostPoem's Finest, and the example you set.


Starward