I wish I could restore my innocence,
rewrite my story from the beginning.
But I was always
supposed to get here,
wasn't I?
My path was laid out,
and I just followed each step
to where I was meant to end up.
I never believed love would find me,
so it didn't;
I'm a self-fulfilling prophesy.
But I still believe in hope,
I believe change is possible.
I believe that you won't let me
sink below the surface;
I believe your hand
was always within reach.
I just chose to swallow more water
because I wanted to drown in my mistakes.
I thought this was my comeuppance,
but you don't see it that way.
You don't punish the ones you love;
you let them fail
because you want them to grow.
You want them to realize
that you protected them
even when they ran in front
of an oncoming train.
Your grace was at arm's length,
and I'm holding onto your promises.
Your outstretched arms
hung on that cross
to take my sins to the grave.