You aren't him.
Your smile isn't his.
You don't look at me
the way he does;
you don't talk to me
the way he does.
You'll look at me,
and I'll see him staring back.
You'll say something
that makes me laugh,
and he'll be playing
through my mind.
It's going to take a while
for me to get over him.
So for now,
I'll keep you here
though it isn't fair to you.
I need to know that
someone else can love me.
The hope is that one day
I'll realize you are
better than him.
But until that day comes,
you'll be competing
with a projection from my past.
Well
It is honest. But don't tell him. Glad we got this settled - tee hee hee. :D