A heavy mind, A trampled heart
Inside, my soul is dead
The clouded mind, And beaten heart
Result in a life misled
And in that life, The constant thoughts
Ofan easy way to end the pain
And in the death, Of that life
The soul once dead suffers again
Just by thinking of commiting the haness act
I am
and just by knowing that I could do it and not look back
Just by wishing for constantly for a way out
Just by thinking........I am
For each time, I think of it
A part of my mind weakens
And soon that mind, So weakened
Cracks and I comit the deadly sin
The sin for which, I cant repent
The killing of an innocent
And in the world, After this life
Im forced to live and can never die
And still the thought, Of my past life
Will be with me forever more
And in my thoughts, My mind will scorn
Loss of the life i had, From which i was torn