when your thoughts become your enemy and a knife becomes your friend, there is no returning
when youd rather greet a fall to death than live another day, there is no returning
when pill doses triple in size in hopes of sleeping for eternity, there is no returning
when you give in to it and let it control you, there is no returning
when youd rather end it than make it better, there is no returning
when you become worthless to yourself and all around you, there is no returning
when it fills your thoughts constantly and you belive what it says, there is no returning
when it finally convinces you and you do the drastic thing, there is no returning.....ever again