I'm torn between worlds
of lust and supposed love
I lust for you and long for him
Though fate decides, not both.
I am so clearly not to win
For it never goes my way
and in the game of loveless sin
I won't let lustless love away
I want your touch,
He's shit in bed.
I want his love,
My heart, to you, is dead
He has my heart,
I don't have his.
You have my obscene dreams,
but not my wish.
I can't have either
I know this too well
I'll secretly take both
This secret, I won't tell.