Numb

I wanted to say I'm sorry

For everything I

Did

Done

And will do

I honestly never meant to hurt you

 

Before you go

I wanted to let you know

I love you

More than you'll ever know

 

She gets up and goes

Out into the snow

Out of my life

Why'd I let her go?

 

Maybe its because

Deep down I know

I have

No life

No heart 

No soul

But it wasn't always like that you know

 

I wasn't always

A loser

A lowlife 

A piece of shit

I didn't always

Just wanna quit

 

But I was hurt

In ways I never knew

Broken

Into someone new

 

I put walls

To stop the hurt

The pain

The rage

 

When I realized what I'd done

It was far too late

 

While nothing ever got in

Love could never get out

But I'm not going to pout

I've become numb

Inside 

and out