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What I'll Never Be

Looking Through These Tear Filled Eyes,

I Realize I Was Meant For Nothing More.

Than To Keep Some Silly Score,

Cursed, Stuck On This Earth.

When All I Want Is Far Away,

The One Who Loves Me So.

Always Said I Was Her Ray Of Sun,

I Should Have Known….

That I Would Never Be Good Enough.

Never Amount To The Level That She Did,

And They Say She Wouldn’t Like It Now.

The Things I Do, The Choices I Make.

I Only Make Them To Dull The Pain,

Make Myself Forget For A Moment.

I’m Everything She Never Wanted Me To Be,

Something Special I used To Be Her Lil Angel.

Now I’m Nothing  More Than The Shell Of A Human,

No Emotions To Hide Just These Tears That Fall.

Will This Ever End…Will I Ever Reach My Goal,

Finally Where I’m Supposed To Be.

Or Was I Never Good Enough,

To Ever Be With Her Again.

These Thoughts Are Lost To Me,

All I Know Is I Feel The Stinging.

It Starts To Swell, The Blood Drips,

All I Can Think Of Is Who I’ve Become.

How I’ve Disapointed Them So,

Never To Be A Success…

Meant To Go Nowhere In Life,

Just Sit Here And Wait…

As The Blood Drips,

The Room Goes Faint, Everything’s A Blur.

There’s Nothing Left To Do Now,

Just Set And Wait As I Write This Letter.

My Last Goodbyes To Everyone I Love,

This Is Better For Us All.

Signed In Blood  Sealed With Hate,

This Is How Its Supposed To Be…

You’ll Always Remember Me,

As The Girl Who Lost Her Place.