Send me down to the Heaven of Hell
I've lost my senses as far as I can tell
Give me order and structure of thought
Substance to my style of all else is naught
Or I'll descend, but not of my own accord
To the depths of Hades
Where Reason is teacher and lord
I've had enough of pleasant, loosely strung verse
I can spill out a song without having to rehearse,
But I'm far too undisciplined in the way of the mind
Though my spirit is overflowing, my heart is kind
I need to become a pupil of the light
I've seen too many sunsets and an eternal night
Where the only thing lucid is the star in the sky
And though in darkness I relish, lovely though it may be,
The greatest star of all is the one star I cannot see
So lead me to the golden-maned Apollo
In whose law I can abide and whose teachings I can follow
Or send me like Persephone away from the light
If this be my sentence, I shall put up no fight,
But find me a place wherein I can belong
Away from this meadow haunted by song
And Pan carelessly cavorting in music and myth
I wouldn't have minded staying here, but that was only if
I was given a space to stay and be free
That was before I realized such things come with a fee
A fee I can't pay with my jack of all trades and master of none
Everyone has a vocation and it's never just having fun
So take me down to the Heaven in Hell,
Where I can learn the dark arts of reason and thus break the spell.