If it all would have been up to me,
I’m sure I’d have stayed
Unconsciously miserable.
In fact I’d have probably spent my whole life being
Unconsciously miserable.
But when you ripped that away and tore it apart
The blindfold began to disintegrate.
And when I see you now I realize
Loneliness is not such a bad fate.
Because some things can make you feel even worse.
They’re not all that pleasurable.
And one place you never want to find yourself is
Unconsciously miserable.
I didn’t even realize I was being bended
in ways that really didn’t fit me.
And it wasn’t until it’d all been said and done
That it finally did hit me.
There’s something about people who cause disharmony
That really upsets me.
I prefer to steer clear of all that.
And I prefer someone who lets me.
And sometimes it’s hard enough taking care of me
Without someone so needy.
And it’s just not like me to spend days sitting around
In front of a t.v.
So I’m staying pretty conscious,
I’ll only settle for something
Completely incredible.
Because I never again want to wake up and see I’ve been
Unconsciously miserable.
Jerry,
I really like this one alot. And I understand where you're coming from. Great job. Peace.
-Nika