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I was 7 years old

When I watched my first porno 

It fucked me up real bad

that was the year my parents divorced

that was the year my family died

the year my doubt, insecurity anxiety was born

before then I was bullied, teased, and a hopeless romantic

To this day still do I harbor grandiose fantasies, negative and positive

years have passed and now it is I who am responsible for this

for the repercutions the consequences the product of all the things that have led to this very moment in time

I can wallow in defeat and self pity

I can pick myself up dust myself off and keep moving

I can do anything I put my mind to like give up and accept that there is no hope for me

that there was a joke. 

haha