i take a deep breath
i hit my cigarette
i pray in vain that the present be conveyed
and the Truth is far from what i was expecting.
so, rage clouds my fulfilled request and it stirs inside
like a hyena, viscious and cowardly
waiting for my sins to die. My breaths become shallow
as I am detoured to bring light upon my tunneled
vision. Where only the evil is set forth before me
and the good slides by on all sides.
Oh, it seems my perception is abnormally convexed
and my blindess was all along of my choosing!
Familiar confusion persists like a peacock with but
only one wing.
the inner pain that truth brings
makes me want to scream; sweet surrender
for I built my i-dentity out of sand.
my foundations collapse back into the shore
where the grains number more than in our galaxy
stars are born. Yes my problems are mediocre
when compared.
To infinity, humble unlearning.