Soulless shadow

In my innocence, a spring lamb.
Carefree i was, they tell me.
In truth i hardly remember.
My mind tried to block out the butcher.
Smothering sickness i thought forever.
Now a man i still remember,
fought it back for so long,
Oso dearly that cost me,
denying it to myself,
just forget,
Damn You!

Empty heart, cry no tears,
built up into faceless fears.
All consuming all these years.
Be not forgotten, instead Forgiven.

Deep down there in despair,
A swirling mass of senseless rage.
A thousand dragons in a cage.
Pushing hard to hold them back.
Sometimes not strong enough,one slips past.
The loved one closest feels the blast.
A seething, sneering vicious me.

Tired now choking down these secrets,
time for this demon to take a fall.
Now I excersise him, take him for a walk,
hold it's hand, crush it's soul for a change.

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