My own personal angel

Woke up terrified 
Crying 
Sweating
At 3:56 in the morning
Another one of those nightmares
That haunt me since I was 11
But I remembered 
I have my personal angel now
So I got your picture from under my pillow
I looked at your face glowing with
that smile
The one you know how to do so well The one that can light up the darkest of nights
And that night was no exception 
So I went back to sleep
Calmly 
Peacefully
Because now I had my little angel in my hands
You felt close enough 
And that was enough

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this when I woke up from a nightmare and it was such a relief to have something to calm me down since all I would do before was cry quietly or even call my mom like a fucking baby if it was that bad lol but I noticed this change and it was beautiful. So beautiful this words came out slipping through my fingers, it was as if I had already planned it on my sleep

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