1-20-05
2:56 am
I do so very much love her.
But I am so very sick of this.
It is always on her terms.
Always about what she watns.
Never about me.
All of these things tell me.
Tell me over and over.
That I need to call it quits.
I need to cut my loses and get out of it.
But yet somehow I can't
I can't walk away.
From that part of her.
That fills the part of me.
That no one else has ever noticed.
But now that she opened.
That part inside of me.
She refuses to acknowledge it.
So really does that leave any reason.
For me to stick around?
If only I didn't love her so damn much.