11-8-04
10:15 pm
So my best friend is sick of me.
My girlfriend is sick of me.
The woman I am in love with doesn't want me.
I have started sleeping with random people to ignore my own shit.
I just want to be loved and no one loves me.
Why can't anyone understand this.
I really do just need to go away and leave them all alone.
I really do just need to hide from the world.
None of them wants to listen to me anymore.
None of them care anymore.
So why should I bother them anymore with my existance?
I just have to learn to be alone.
I have to learn to understand that no one wants me.
I have to learn that no one cares about me.
I just need to learn that I am on my own in this world.