9-8-04
4:07 am
I just want to be for once in my life.
Happy and devoid of thoughts.
I want my head to leave me alone.
I want my skin to fit me.
I want everything to be as it should.
I want a beautiful woman to wrap my arms around.
I want to not have to worry about money.
I just want to be happy.
Why is it that I can’t have this?
What did I do that was so wrong?
What did I do to deserve this life?
Will anyone ever just love me for me?
Will I ever be happy?