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August 2004 8-16-04
8:08 am
I keep myself busy.
With stupid little tasks.
So I don’t think.
But it doesn’t always work.
All I can think about tonight.
Is how badly I want to be there.
With both of you.
Laying between you being comforted.
Holding onto you.
While Xxxx holds onto me.
To be in that safe place.
And just drift off to sleep.
Instead I am here alone.
Waking up in a panic.
A sweat broke out all over me.
I am drenched.
In loneliness.
In exhaustion.
In panic.
I just can’t get used to sleeping alone this time.
I miss you both.
I need you both.
