8-12-04
2:17 am
I am in pain tonight.
Not just my body.
But my mind too.
I am afraid.
Afraid to fall asleep.
Because I know what it is like.
To wake up and not have you there.
I need you with me.
To hold me and love me.
To stroke my head.
So I forget the throbbing leg.
To touch my skin.
So I know you are ok.
I hate being so far from you.
Not knowing if you are resting.
Or stirring about in pain.
Looking for me.
I am with you baby.
I am always with you.