5-23-04
3:46 am
Why is it?
She touches me the same as you.
But yet you brought such different results.
She tells me the things I need to hear.
But yet I always see you doing it.
She brings out a different side of me.
But yet it is you that I want explore that side with.
She is able to give herself completely to me with abandon.
But yet I can not give myself to her as I did for you.
She is so understanding.
But yet I fear if I told her that it would crush her.
I need you tonight Xxx.
I need you to come and take from me what I am unwilling to give.
Come and take me to the place of complete giving.
Come and take me to the place of reckless abandoning.
Make me give my body to you as if it were a sacrifice to the gods.
Give me the gift that you gave to me that day.