12-22-03
10:42 am
To lose you my muse.
It is simply not acceptable.
Simply unfathomable.
Simply not an option to me.
To me you mean so much.
To me probably more then I could ever explain.
Explain to me how I can not call in love with you.
Explain to me how I am supposed to not fall.
Falling seems to be what I am doing.
I am doing it I don�t know how not to.
Do I love you, most likely yes.
How could I not love you?
You have brought so much of me out.
Out into the open and unafraid.
Unafraid of the reactions.
Reactions good, bad, or ugly.
Regardless of the ugly it is me, and I am putting myself out there for you.
For you my sweets, you have given me the courage, the inspiration.
The inspiration and the encouragement I need to love again.
To love again and trust again.