12-6-04
6:02 am
Yes it feels as if I am unlovable.
To fucked in the head.
For anyone to care.
A few months.
And then they run.
And I can’t stop it.
I just keep losing them.
And it just keeps hurting me.
And I just keep sitting.
And crying alone.
In my room.
With no one to care.
And no one to hold me.
I am so angry that I have done this again.
So angry that my fucked head.
Has cost me so much.
I will never trust her again.
And she will never love me again.
And fuck it hurts like hell.